I always wondered what it would be like if I could step outside my body for a week and follow myself around.Would I like myself? For the most part, I'm sure I would. But I think the things that I wouldn't like are the things that I already don't like about myself. So there would be no point of having the whole out-of-bodyexperience. All I would have do is sit and think, "What makes me happy? What makes me sad?" and BOOM! There'smy answer. I know I would change my temper- there's no doubt about it. It's hard to look at a girl that has over 5 years of pent-up aggrissive anger inside that's just waiting to be unleashed on the person that causedit. I'm not a hateful person at all, That word usually only describes food, music, movies, etc., but never a person. Except for one. But that's beside the point. I do want to take the time and thank every single person,whether it's a friend, a peer, or a family member that listend to my constant angry rants, watched me cry, and sometimes cried with me. Those people are the ones that I know I can count on for the rest of life. Sure I could bury myself in my little world filled with books and music, but no one would understand, nor would they care.

I'm writing this instead of multiple papers for a friend. But I had to get something off my chest- I just moved out of my house that I spent most of childhood in. I figured I would leave when I moved out, and my mom would still be there. But that's not how it went. Once again, thanks to my Father, my world has done a complete 180 and I'm living at my aunt's house. Don't get me wrong, it's great having the fam around and all, but I know I'll only be able to last for maybe a month or two, unless Scott or Kim or both move out. I have no privacy, I sleep on the couch, but mind you, it's a fabulous couch, all you have to do is sit on it and you'll fall asleep. It's absolutely epic.

I'll have more upbeat posts soon, I've been working on our other blog, libraryFAIL, which will be launched very soon, and will be constantly updated. It may not be everyday, but Allison and I are werking diligently to getsome sort of 'base posts' archive going. We want to make sure we can keep this going!! So, if you're at the Liberry and you see a fail and you have a camera, take the picture and send it to me!!!

Anyhoo, this is it, because I have to get back and finish these papers. Hollah!!!

Middy